Hmm

Have i mistaken on what i heard this afternoon?

Do i seem that shitty.. seriously?

I've devoted myself to the group, but the group doesn't like that.

Bomb after bomb, question after question like it's an all out war, shit i dont do that shit.. what scandalizing people ..

Do you know what i've been through .. no?.. ha! listen up and ask anyone around here... i've been through the shit, felt the pain .. worked my way up the right way.. no ass kissin' bullshit ..

ya know?

No pun intended.

I wanna suceed, honestly my goals are way more structured than you.. I will just walk right over you dawg, you want my dedication?.. im sure you do..

I'm not concieded at all, not braggin.. just speakin. WHT THE FCK CANT YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND.. the difference from being cocky and confident..


And you talkin that shit about.. ooh.. I said "you suck".. shiiit im not a mean person, and all the times i helped you ..you bring that shit.. its not like it made you better or worse.. u were in the same whole you started.. its embarassing how you want things to change, while your the whole in fucking past. 3-4 years back there, still wishing that one day you'll step up to the occasion and learn?...

PLEASE.......

lemme get this straight.. 3rd straight year trying out.. same situation @ things.. sure im totally fine with that, its my life, i've made mistakes.. i am not a perfect person, its not like i GAVE UP.. get real people seriously, have i disappointed you that make ... that you care about me when my grades are down, but when it comes down to it you dont have my back in the real life for shit. you just wanna bring me the fuck down? is it that? do i seem mad?...angry ... upset? I am. No shit, ooh who is Ryan.. you know me.. shit the guy who works his ass off, but gets no true credit, true here and there i do get a good job Ryan, wow i like that, but do i get the attention i deserve.. or which i think i deserve, nahh not a fraction.

You guys think i am dumb, wooah wake up buddy, i've learned way more lessons in the book of life homie, shit i've pushed too many button in the control room? ya dig..

My future is my hands, why is it that you care when i wanna do something good for a change?.. but on my ass when its slightly bad.. and not the other person who just talked behind your back then sucked your dick?.. You like to know all of that dont you? hahha..


What am i, but i "dumb" person? nice im glad you think that too.

hey mr. smart ass, shut the fuck up..