currently playing: Kero One - In A Dream
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Sup pplz,
Lately, i've been livin in a dream.. such as the lyrics are in Kero One's song 'In A Dream.' Dreams to me are mysterious and very obstract... not always telling the truth but at times revealing a secret that you need to know. Sometimes for the good, and sometimes for bad. Understand? See, when i also talk about dreams.. it could refer to goals/wishes.. in that kind of nature, but in the end that are all somewhat fairytale. Until one of them are complete those fiction thoughts come to life.
What do you think dreams are really about?.. has any of them had significant difference in one of your days?
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Another thing i'd like to get off my chest is that.. i think i am TOO nice... :(.
see "im torn, but i know where my heart is"
I know how to treat.. you.. him.. [HER]... right?!..
but how cant other people realize that im so willing for others. At times it seems like people wanna take advantage ... DONT TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS... even if so... i dont know what to do
see this can sooo tie into girls, they dont see me as the person who i really am.. i've never really wondered why things never worked out for me... never is a strong word, but its NOT happened. Yes there are many fishes in the sea, but the ones i wanna pursue something with are allergic to me.. relationships are soo wierd.. i always thought that being respectful and nice.. and having a good attitude towards them would work out for the best.. but i guess not?.. the saying must be true nice guys finish last.. ?
OR IS IT?
See .. the damn nice guy thing i do to every one and its just WHO I AM REALLY AM.. a nice guy.. i am a cool mellow dude thats just chill ya know, but the nice guy trend ties into the "friends" cateorgies which ties into the "i dont knows" .. which ends up to the "sorry's" ... which i get ... 100 percent of the time.. cool huh?
No worries, i guess because time will tell, but .. dam man.. i feel like... shit sometimes because i dont know what to do? have u ever felt like that.. u just dont know what to do.. so u end up making a excuse of why u are like that or feeling that way.. and try to make the situation better..
I try that.. music..drums..family.. its all the love for them.. but i need love to..
i thought karma worked? :(.
-dreams are fckd up.
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hmm well nice guys don't always finish last. any girl would kill for a guy as nice as you, you just gotta find her. but like i know your probably thinking oh this is all bull and whattnot, and that's fine. but you just gotta be patient and wait. the right one will fall into your lap. being respectful and nice are some of the major things girls want, but you gotta have enough oomph to go after them and have to be a little forceful sometimes. either way, i'm just trying to help :]
ReplyDeleteand if i can't help i'm sorry, if i help (which i rarely think i do) that's great to hear. but never the less, i'll always be here if you need someone to talk to or some other stupid disney channel status stuff like that